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danny73ca (September 22, 2007 at 5:35 pm)
Congradulations on your sobriety. Wish i could do the same.
jeremydylansdad (May 9, 2007 at 6:05 am)
Well no not really. Yeah I relapsed 2 weeks ago. The problem was that it didn't blow up in my face like I thought it would so now I struggle with thinking I may be able to get away with it. Which is not true of course. The relapse fed denial, you know? I figured it would be obvious and everything would fall apart when I drank and it didn't. I guess I should be happy and get back to work on my recovery instead of playing around with these thoughts.
xxsugarhighxx (May 9, 2007 at 5:01 am)
ooooooooh so you've done this before. yeah this was my first time giving it up. i could imagine it would be hard if you know you've fucked it up before.
jeremydylansdad (May 9, 2007 at 4:58 am)
Yeah! for real!!! I haven't gone to a meeting in almost two weeks and the days seem to be flying by! I still struggle though... I wonder still if "this time will be different"... Denial is pretty clever. My disease is always lurking waiting for me to feed into one of those thoughts and use again. Its just hard to remember that some days.
xxsugarhighxx (May 9, 2007 at 4:38 am)
i had to go to treatment and i went to meetings too but then the meetings just reminded me of drinking which made me want to drink even more. i stay sober every day because i know if i slip up i have to start all over. fuck that.
jeremydylansdad (May 8, 2007 at 5:25 pm)
Do you go to meetings and have a sponsor and all or are you just doing it on your own? In other words, what do you do to stay sober from day to day?
xxsugarhighxx (May 8, 2007 at 1:15 pm)
thanks! i've been sober for about a year and a half now and it's gotten alot easier. good luck dude. stick with it and you'll love it.
jeremydylansdad (May 8, 2007 at 4:03 am)
Wow girl! Badass! I am new to the youtube scene and new at total abstinence. Your an inspiration. Keep it up. One day at a time.
puissse (December 29, 2006 at 10:52 pm)
you American teens are hardcore
Coderoid (September 17, 2006 at 9:46 am)
hey, youve come very far already, hold fast and never look back! u cld set milestones like 1 year, 2 years of not drinkin etc and do something for yourself each time you pass one. itd give u something to do this for. |
